Mum’s eyelashes had been “jumping” for a week. My brother had mightmares recently. I just can’t seem to fall asleep.
All these omens, if you believe them, means something’s around the corner.
True enough, it had proven to be a series of unfortunate events.
I just can’t comprehend, what the bloody-mother-fucking-hell is wrong with all these people from Taiwan?! (forgive me for the vulgarities, the situation demands it) What’s with the money?! Every year or two, they just keep coming back like a recurring nightmare, hauting our lives with threats, hoping to squeeze the last bit of “juice” out of us.
they flew all the way across the South China Sea to wage a psychological warfare on Him. Playing and manipulating His emotion and conscience, screaming and yelling, pointing finger and blaming……
And then, what the bloody-mother-fucking-hell is wrong with him. Why is he , a person who is a grown man and supposed to be wise enough, standing at the wrong side of the fence?! The stupidity of a 35 year old cannot be underestimated.
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There are some people who just could never let go of events that has unrolled throughtout the course of their lives. What are you going to do with all those things that has happened? Some people cry, some blame, some just give up, some work like there’s not tomorrow, some die, some walk around like zombies, some simply shrugged it off like nothing’s ever happened……
We are all victims of circumstances. And we always are. There just isn’t much we can do when things just happen. What we should do is just let go. I’m not telling you to forget it, and you shouldn’t. I’m saying that you should not carry it with you as a burden. When you can be happy, why don’t you be happy? There really is no point being an emotional baggage for your loved ones. Hurting them and punishing them for being the victims of circumstances.
I always try my best to look around and realise that I am actually quite fortunate. So there really is not much to complain about. There have been regrettable things that I wish I could be given just one more chance to make amendments, to make things right.
It’s a chance that will never come.
Yours Sincerely,
the VIctim (of circumstances).
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I’ve tried to keep it readable.
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